I came across this some where in the internet and fell like weeping after reading it.
One day, I woke early in the morning to watch the sunrise.
Ah, the beauty of God's creation is beyond description.
As I watched, I praised God for His beautiful work.
As I sat there, I felt the Lord's presence with me. He asked me,
"Do you love
me?"
I answered, "Of course, God! You are my Lord and
Savior!"
Then He asked, "If you were physically handicapped, would you
still love Me?"
I was perplexed. I looked down upon my arms, legs, and the rest of
my body
and wondered how many things I wouldn't be able to do, the things
that I took for
granted.
And I answered, "It would be tough Lord, but I would still
love You."
Then the Lord said, "If you were blind, would you still love
my creation?"
How could I love something without being able to see it? Then I
thought of all the
blind people in the world and how many of them still loved God and
His
creation.
So I answered, "It's hard to think of it, but I would still
love You."
The Lord then asked me, "If you were deaf, would you still
listen to My Word?"
How could I listen to anything being deaf? Then I understood.
Listening to
God's Word is not merely using our ears, but our hearts.
I answered, "It would be tough, but I would still listen to
Your Word."
The Lord then asked, "If you were mute, would you still
praise My Name?"
How could I praise without a voice? Then it occured to
sing from our very heart and soul. It never matters what we sound
like. And
praising God is not always with a song, but when we are
persecuted, we give
God praise with our words of thanks.
So I answered, "Though I could not physically sing, I would
still praise Your
Name."
And the Lord asked, "Do you really love Me?"
With courage and a strong conviction, I answered boldly, "Yes
Lord! I love You
because You are the one and true God!" I thought I had
answered well, but . . .
God asked, "Then why do you sin?"
I answered, "Because I am only human. I am not perfect."
"Then why in times of peace do you stray the furthest? Why
only in times of
trouble do you pray the earnest?"
No answers. Only tears.
The Lord continued: "Why only sing at fellowships and
retreats? Why seek Me
only in times of worship? Why ask things so selfishly? Why ask
things so
unfaithfully?"
The tears continued to roll down my cheeks.
"Why are you ashamed of Me? Why are you not spreading the
Good News?
Why in times of persecution, you cry to others when I offer My
shoulder to cry
on? Why make excuses when I give you opportunities to serve in My
Name?"
I tried to answer, but there was no answer to give.
"You are blessed with life. I made you not to throw this gift
away. I have
blessed you with talents to serve Me, but you continue to turn
away. I have
revealed My Word to you, but you do not gain in knowledge. I have
spoken to
you, but your ears were closed. I have shown My blessings to you,
but your eyes
were turned away. I have sent you servants, but you sat idlely by
as they were
pushed away. I have heard your prayers and I have answered them
all."
"DO YOU TRULY LOVE ME?"
I could not answer. How could I? I was embarrassed beyond belief.
I had no
excuse. What could I say to this?
When my heart had cried out and the tears had flowed, I said,
"Please forgive
me Lord. I am unworthy to be Your child."
The Lord answered, "That is My Grace, My child."
I asked, "Then why do you continue to forgive me? Why do you
love me so?"
The Lord answered, "Because you are My creation. You are My
child. I will
never abandon you. When you cry, I will have compassion and cry
with you.
When you shout with joy, I will laugh with you. When you are down,
I will
encourage you. When you fall, I will raise you up. When you are
tired, I will carry
you. I will be with you till the end of days, and I will love you
forever."
Never had I cried so hard before. How could I have been so cold?
How could I
have hurt God as I had done?
I asked God, "How much do You love me?"
The Lord stretched out His arms, and I saw His nail-pierced hands.
I bowed
down at the feet of Christ, my Savior. And for the first time, I
truly prayed.
-- author unknown



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